To anyone who has seen my posts over the past few days: I would like to come out now and apologize for the way I've been acting and the things I've been saying about Sara. I've not been in my right mind, however this is no excuse. I've painted her out to be something she's not and I realize that a lot of people may have gotten the wrong idea of who she is and how our relationship is. It's easy to deflect blame onto someone using a platform such as this when both sides of the story aren't present. It's easy to use such a platform to vent frustrations, and in some ways it can be a very good thing. However, doing this by harming someone you are supposed to care for and build up is wrong. I have been grossly mistaken in a lot of the things I've posted and said about her, and I would like to apologize, not only to her, but to anyone who's seen these posts and believed the dishonest, one-sided misrepresentations that I've presented. These posts were out of anger, and they do not represent how I feel about her or the way in which she treats me. They are simply a mistake I made to vent out frustration over very typical, very normal couple arguments. Sara is a wonderful human being. She brings light to everyone she knows, she is extremely selfless, and even under great pressure and facing many personal hardships, she manages to put on her smile and help anyone she knows find theirs. She's the funniest, cutest, and most quirky person I've ever had the pleasure of meeting. She is the center of my world, and in no way deserved any of what I've done. I will be taking a long, hard look at myself and at the world around me to work out things I've had boiling in my head for a very long time. Facebook can be a wonderful platform to meet people, discuss ideas, and share entertaining videos/pictures. However, it can also be an extremely toxic venue that spreads hate and misinformation. With that in mind, I will either be deactivating my account during this period of self-discovery, or I will be on very seldom. I will leave my messenger online in case anyone needs to get ahold of me. This post was done of my own free will, and I hope that everyone who saw my previous posts sees this one. Again, I apologize for wronging anyone who saw my previous posts by implanting a false opinion of the wonderful human being that is Sara. I was entirely and completely wrong. I'm so sorry, and words can never express the remorse I feel.
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